Sunday, March 29, 2009 @ 10:23 PM
sorry com down this few days ! and yea today im kinda sad ! heart is aching ! D: if someone waited for a gal whole day w/o a com at hme ! from morning till 10+ ! and the gal came hme didnt care or ask abt him ! str8 talk abt wad she's doing the whole day ! and not even a phone call or sms from the gal ! then she raise her voice at him !she say he 's jealous abt her blog thingy , wad she love fei lun hai more than him all those ! he have to admit ! cos its true ! her mind now onli noe wad's happening tml / today or ytd with her frens or idol ! or something big happening ! small small de wunt rmb just like ytd she came his hse , eat tgt ! movie all those sweet memories ! all those she forget ! sad leh ! then now she go slp le ! yea , she claim that she 's tired ! okay the gal is baby n boy/someone is me ! i didnt blame her ! she's happy im fine with it ! just haf to bear those pain inside my heart ! even wanna cry also no shoulder ! the love no longer the same now and if there's time machine or fairy godmother ! please bring us back to 14dec2008 where we 1st met ! its her blog she can post wadeva she wan , she told me this ! so okay loh ! nvm lah ! she happy jiu hao ! yea i duno wad to do next ! she came back bathe le and wanna slp liao ! wad m i suppose to do ? got plenty of things wanna tell her but she duno ! just noe abt just now and happy for some reasons ! im still so sick man ! no one noe ! just pretend im strong n happy everyday ! even if i say , she wunt believe or care me anymore ! her attitude is diff from the day i met her ! its quite sad but no choice ! this is life ! i choose her so i haf to love her n give her wad she wan ! freedom , trust n not being paranoid or possesive ! i wunt be jealous anymore ! if im jealous ill try not to ! but its diff to erase memories off my mind ! thats me ! ahhh , look like its grandmother story ! those ppl out there think its bored jiu dun read bah ! but i noe im realli realli sad huh ! dun post too much le ! tml class chalet ! might not be happy but will try to ! im not those happy go lucky guy ! once a thing happen it will always in my heart ! ill rmb it for life ! this might realli be true love bah ! to get love u haf to give in love ! i hope these 7months i gave enough love to u ! but ur love to me is getting lesser and lesser ! i can feel it ! u didnt show me ! u say n meant it but ur action doesnt prove it ! hais . fake smile bah ! takecare all ! treasure wad u have now ! ill treasure u too baby ! if u realli wish to leave me or think im those paranoid n easily jealous guy , just do so bah ! i got nth to keep u by my side ! and hope there's other guy better than me whom is not paranoid or easily jealous will takecare of u 4eva ! but whenever im with u ill make every sec count cos i miss you ! its from the bottom of my heart ! D: for now ill try to forget wad happen today or ytd or even these days ? landy stay happy bah (: