Friday, April 10, 2009 @ 11:53 PM
whole day at hme but noon went to punggol plaza meet vincent and print the photos! just put down baby's phone , i duno why this started again ! arguement , qaurrel? its either me or her ! i just nid her not to change her tone or attitude towards me D: i sick and she still can raise her voice all those n treat me just like her frens ! i duno wad i owe this world or her ! why even i sick or not she doesnt pamer me all those ! she care but should give in to me cos im sick ! oh well sick isnt that big but love is to give in and take ! i alr give in and all to her already ! she isnt the same her lyke the past ! i told her ill be ok when she 's ard with me cos she's my medicine ! she say dun talk those unrealistic things can? T.T i just wanna tell her so that ill be strong when im sick and infront of her ! i whole day fever and head so giddy hais ! tml she's going to fei lun hai's fan club de bbq loh ! hope she enjoy , she wunt sms me much cos hands might be oily and alot of games de ! nth to do at hme tml and im still sick ! cant go anywhere so i go work loh ! i noe i sure CMI but no choice , nth to do and no one cares if i faint or die ! lets just meet aftrlife then ! baby told me not to work , but do u realli think i wanna work ? i just wanna go out with u and hear ur voice! u go ur bbq while im working , im just killing time so when i reach hme we can chat ! dun u noe? i promiss u from now i wunt say those unrealistic things to u alr even though its mushy ! cos u dun like ! D: sch opening soon ! and i didnt see her for almost 1week+ ! want to see her but she doesnt have time for me cos sch ! no choice de ! i keep telling myself to look at the bright side and say next week can see baby le ! but next week , not free ! she told me everynight will quarrel n everytym when we chat on phone or once we talk , sure qaurrel ! but i wait for her from morning till 11pm+ just wan to talk ! and i alr talk very nicely but i duno why still can quarrel! she whole day slpping i dun mind , but at night when call her jiu quarrel ! hais . i duno lah ! i duno how to communicate with her alr! once i talk = kan or arguement! i cant slp well everyday ! onli slp 6-7 hours loh ! last time slp like pig like that ! once i wake up jiu think of BRENDA yeo liao and i duno why cant slp loh ! even i sick also cant slp -__- all i nid is her accompanying me by my side when i nid her ! ahh dun wanna say much alr ! no point , she wunt see wad im posting and my blog ! just write some of my feeling here , she nv see jiu nvm loh ! dun wanna continue liao , ill see whether wanna work tml ! im so sickkkkkkk !
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