Wednesday, May 20, 2009 @ 11:49 PM
hai D:
i cant get her off my mind ! OMG , whenever i load each one piece's episode ! ill think of her and my heart like .... break ! she doesnt love me anymore and why should i still think of her ! I dun get it , i seriously dun get it ! i noe my love for her is still there but how am i gona erase her from my mind! its impossible , only have to be cheerful infront of my friends so they wunt noe im sad ! that's the onli way ? when i reached hme jiu like entering hell .. a lonely guy that spend all his day using com onli ? no LIFE ! i nid someone to accompany me but noone's there ! whenever i dunid anyone , but they are always there for me ! wad's this freaking problem! im not use to it w/o her ! everynight we will chat , now ? everynight ill look at the ceiling and keep forcing myself to get to bed regardless of wad shit ! i really cant bear to break, im really better off dead but i still have to look forward ! just to act happy and nth happen infront of my parents , relatives and friends? arhhh , nvm ! i dun wanna say so much liao ! there's so many girls in singapore isnt it ? but if i just grab any girls , the feeling will still be there ! anyw dun wanna talk so much liao ! BYE!