Tuesday, July 7, 2009 @ 10:50 PM
2nd day w/o teacher
no teacher in sch again today ! get caught by dm early in the morning , was force to wear the landyard infront of him -.-" nicol came back to sch and join us for lunch then vincent & me cab hme! well doesnt wanna say so much , totally no mood today ! so sucks , heart really have those heartbreaking feeling man ! my efforts , my loves and many many more ! gona go down the drain soon ! i duno whats happening ? i seriously duno , isit me ? i do my part as a boyf . . but it aint different as normal days ! every night keep thinking and thinking , how to be a nice & sweet boyf so that she wunt run away or go with others D: tried not to be jealous , possesive & paranoid ! i keep on telling myself to be happy , so that can cheer her up whenever she hais or moodswing ! it doesnt seem to work ! yea i keep trying ! keep thinking and thinking every night till i went sch shag shag ! but its okay , that one doesnt matter , what matter is she nv emo for a single day can alr ! im so freaking sad lah ! ive alr tried my best & im gona keep trying to make u stop thinking ! if it really fails , and u think im not a good boyf ! then im sorry . . . hais ! off com le lah , go around my house and do nth again ! no mood , totally sian ! well ! sad / sian or wad also no use , she happy is the key!